I Wish i had it here.

2nd post.
What's going on with me?
Why's all this emotions happening so suddenly?
My science teacher said that by smiling,we'll feel happier naturally.
But it's just lies! The more i tried to smile,the more i felt like crying.
Because i know, it's a fake smile.
I can't find myself,i lost me in you.
And now that you're not here, i totally lost myself.

Should i keep? Or Remove it?
Should i leave it?Or close it?
Should i smile?Or cry?
Should i? So many questions.

"You weren't actually there for me when i needed you,i was stupid."

Today's a better day :D

Wake up shower blah bla bla,go bus stop.
Go in 175, sat behind with D.
HAHA,then one aunty sat infront of us.
Then she turned around and talk to us=.=here's the convo.

Aunty:Excuse me,im very tired and i want to sleep,can you wake me up when reach west coast park there?
Val:Erhh,ok,sure.
Aunty: Thank you boy(: What's your name?
Val: Oh,timothy. Why?
Aunty: Nothing,your a very decent and helpful boy.
Val: Thanks(:
Aunty: how old are you?
Val: 15
Aunty: oh,my daughter only 16.
Val: Oh,ok.
Aunty: want to make friends with her?
D: (trying to hold her laughter)
Val: Ehh,no thanks.
Aunty: Ok,remember to wake me up. Thank you.
Val: Sure.
D-Val: LOL,her daughter must have no boyf then she trying to find a guy for her.HAHA.
Val-D: Shhhh,don't talk so loud,people wanna sleep right. Wait she hear you how?
D-Val: you shy already just say(:
Val-D: Shut up,i wanna sleep!
D-Val: Need me wake you up?
Val-D: NOOO,goodnight! *pluck's earpiece in*

LOOOOOOOL.

Anyway,school was ok?first time i could actually concentrate on maths during maths lesson!Whoootszxz.
Elective module do sports!HAHA,play floorball then we got bored,then we took some balls and started to play soccer!:D 3N2 got to play soccer at indoor sports hall D: Mr Fan say maybe next week our turn?then they play floorball,we play soccer. Hope so bah!dont want play stupid floorball:(
Don't know what to update le!maybe update more tmr:P or maybe not?

Sayonara~ :D

11 March was your first phone call i received. <3

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Dribble good but can't shoot,LMAO.
ok lah,next time i dribble infront of keeper then shoot=.='

Breakdown.

Know why i on the music so loud?(:
it's so you can't hear me cry.

Breaking down once again?:'(